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Finally believe in what they say - You will never treasure what you have now until you lose it one day. Have always been complaining about how bad my teachers are and so on (no doubt I still see 1 or 2 of them as uncaring etc.). Now, I'm losing them. And I only started to realise how good they are/were after being announced a saddening fact. Haven't been posting since February this year. Obviously, I only post on significant events in my life, whether its a lesson or a turning point, hoping that I would refer to these posts if I do need another make-up lesson next time. Am trying to stop this addiction but its called an addiction for a reason. I've got to make up my mind now or never before its too late for another chance. Will be a distinct but tough choice to make though.

So many things happened these few days...

On Tuesday, our chinese class went through forth chapter of the textbook (damn fast? yah right). It was on a story of a man and a woman who were planning to get married soon. The man was intending to send a letter to his mum who is in another country to tell her about it. But on the day when he was out with his girlfriend and was going to drop the letter into a mailbox just opposte the road, something bad happened. It was raining at that moment and the couple only brought an umbrella with them. His girlfriend then voluntarily said that she wanted to help him mail his letter. Then, the lady took the letter from him and crossed the road wanting to mail it. Just when she was crossing the road, a car at high speed knocked her down onto the road. The man had many thoughts running through his mind when he knew that his girlfriend was knocked down by a car, dead. I do not know how he reacted to the situation but only know that he had many memories flashing past his mind. So, if the same situation happened to you, the victim your close friend or even your family member, how would you react even if you already know that the person is already dead?

Today, I saw a woman aged 40+ reprimanding a 5-7 years old child. She was scolding him because she saw that he threw some rubbish into the drain along the road. I overheard the scolding session. She was teaching him that it was wrong of him to do that and how and why he should mend his ways. Although the conversation only lasted a mere 5-7 minutes in the bus, I could tell that it was a very meaningful lesson in which he would normally not be able to attend in school since the teachers are usually so rush with their curriculum. I really admire the lady. She was reprimanding the boy in front of everyone in the bus even though she was not even related to him. She did not give a hoot whether the commuters on board were watching her or not. She just kept on teaching him about doing the right things. She was saying to the boy : "Do the right thing cos it is right". Though she seemed a little naggy, she just merely wanted to make the world a better place by changing how people act in their daily lives. When the boy alighted at one of the stops, another pair of 5-7 years old siblings came onboard. Then again, she seemed so kind and loving to the children. It may have seem like she was a pedophile to some, but I would call it...Trying to make the world a better place?

Then again, I found out that my classmates are not that difficult to live with after all. Just some chats about random stuff although not sure of what to chat with them...Talk about studies? Nah none of them are really muggers. About TV programmes? Nope I don't really watch a lot of the. Computer games? Yah sure I can talk about how noob I am handling computer games. Nevermind...Typed enough for today. Bye~

Happy New Year!

Happy new year all who reads this post of mine. New year, new start. I will work much harder this year conpared to the last. Has been taught a lesson and wouldn't want to face the tough consequence again this year. Anyways, happy new year all! Hope this new year will be a better year for all of you. =)

So many arguements these few days

Sigh...so many break outs these few days. People leaving clan, some whom I even consider removing from friends' list...Can't they just have a little bit of EQ to know what's on a person's mind and how he feels? In battle.net now, I am really pissed off when my "friends" come into the channel and start pestering me to host a game like as if it is only right that I do as they say...Some even start cursing and swearing once they don't get what they want. Its not like as if I must host since I am the only one who is able to host in that channel. Anyways, hope that these people will gain more EQ to know the other party's feelings when they start "ordering" people to do things for them. Its THEM asking US to do them a favour. They should be the ones having SOME courtesy to ask properly. I don't see much courtesy though...Sigh...Nevermind them. I'm tired. I'm weary. I'm beat. No point spending too much time on this kind of topic.

What can I do at home now?

I am so bored at home right now -.- Nothing better to do everyday except days when I have to go back to school for band practise. On days when I am at home for the whole day, I tend to do the same usual stuff like watching TV programmes and playing computer games. Chatting is like...WT...around 6-10 people talking at the same time. One word to decribe it - noisy. Anyways, chat with me more if you have the time. I am rotting at home.

What is this song all about?

I really don't know why. But when i am feeling down and am listening to this music, I feel like crying. But when I am in a good mood, I have this feeling of peace and serenity... What is this called? I don't know...

Why can't my friends get along?

Sigh...so many of my friends cannot get along with each other...Some even hate one another...What can i do? I really have no idea...